I’m sorry that I kind of… disappeared in the last few weeks. I’ve basically been working my ass off since the end of July, and well, mostly sleeping and working and not doing much else.
I think I’ve had a bad case of depression, I didn’t have the time to have it like I usually do at the end of the school year but I had to haave it before school started again, I guess…?
It’s just been… tough. I basically took a break from social media, and started getting myself to bed at less ridiculous hours (even if I still don,t feel rested no maaatter how much I sleep) and basically taking slightly better care of myself and it’s done me a lot of good but it’s also made me realized I was being really shitty to myself.
I’ve made money, and I discovered i could work with people, and hold a (relatively) steady job, and that I wasn’t completely irresponsible with money, the only big thing I bought is a new laptop, that I’m still getting used to. Brought it to school today, and it’s heavy but not as much as I feared, and I’m not sure yet if I prefer taking notes with it or if I’d rather stick to paper and pen. We’ll see.
I’ve grown closer to my boyfriend, and we celebrated our third year anniversary on August 23 :’)
On one hand I’m glad school is starting again but I’m having bad anxiety because I have 6 classes a week, and I work on Saturdays, too. I just hope I can get into that one class that I absolutely need to complete my degree.
So, I guess that covers it? Feel free to send me asks, replies and fanmail if you wanna talk, I’m gonna come back to the Web, progressively, I think. It’s been good to stay away for a while, I was becoming addicted, but I also kind of missed it, so I’m gonna start with Tumblr and we’ll see.
I love you all very much *hug*